What a night. It all started Union Bar, HA's happy hour. It was good to see her, but didn't really get a chance to talk to her much since she was busy with others, and drinking a whole lot. There were a few guys there, but none of any interest to me. I actually met a couple of gals who I really chatting with. They were pretty cool, and we had to stick together when G, this totally annoying too-drunk older guy kept coming around trying to touch J and all that. So, we finally left the bar.

We decided to get something to eat at a Japanese restaurant. I ordered the fried chicken, Japanese style. It was very good with the spicy mayo. And I tried PC's South Beach roll-- It was delicious. The girls were trying to get me to go with them to the Lower East Side, but there was no way I was going to miss BM's birthday bash at Duvet.

So I got to Duvet around 11p, and there was already quite a long line. I bypassed most of it by being on BM's guestlist, and didn't take long to find him. He introduced me to a bunch of his male friends (from Ropes & Gray-- Lawyers) who were pretty cool. I then met S, and a gay couple who were so much fun! I hung out and danced with them when I wasn't with BM. He looked great (as usual) and I made sure to sit by him a couple times, and danced with him even more. To start off, we were dancing it up all close and sexy, on the bed (which is hard enough... not to mention I had heels on, but I fared pretty well) After a bit, finally got him to dance on solid ground but not for very long. But I was definitely the girl he danced with out of everyone.

And later, he unbuttoned his shirt, and I know I've seen more of him than that, but oh my! He's got this amazing upper body: So chisled, muscled, hott!

Anyway, when I wanted to be next to him, some other girl was sitting by him so I mentioned it to J and he was like, "That fat cow doesn't have a chance with him. Push her over, and start making out with him!" OMG, that is so rude, but I have to admit, I was happy he said that. So I sat on the other side of him, and sure enough the other gal went away. It felt nice to have his arm around me, and to chat for a bit. However, since he had soo much to drink, he wasn't feeling well, so he had to leave early. He told me we'll hang out another time, which I know we will, but hopefully next time will be one and one...

I actually left not long after that, because the 4 people I had gotten to know the best were leaving too. I thought I was going to chill with them, but the New York cabs wouldn't let 5 people in the car, even the big cabs. So, of course I was the odd one out, because I had just met them tonight and the 4 already knew each other. I mean, M tried to get me in there, because you can fit 4 in the back, but the driver wouldn't allow it, so after they had all gotten in, one of the gals said "I don't know her." Then, "Close the door on her," and she threatened to punch me. What a fucking bitch.

So, off they went and it wasn't worth it to get all pissy. I just walked to the FV train, and actually met three guys at the station so chilled and chatted with them for awhile. It was quite fun actually, and they took my mind off what happened.

I think I actually have a full-blown crush on this man... Wow, it's been awhile since I've liked someone that much. And I want to sleep next to him again, spend more time with him, get to know him, have him hold me, kiss me... And it kind of kills me because even though he's so sweet, touchy-feely and easy to talk to, I have no ideas how he feels...