"Trouble." That's what they call me.

When I met with AW, R, SP, and E today, AW was saying she doesn't know if BM deserves my friendship and that I'm so nice that sometimes people will take advantage of that. She thinks BM's response was really shady. Okay, it is a little but I can't just not see him.

I had decided to not contact him and see if he would get in touch with me. I didn't have high hopes for that, but he messsaged me Wednesday night so finally got to see him Thursday. I met him at his apartment, and met his friend D (who was drunk) but he actually helped me out-- I couldn't have asked for more. D kept saying that we're so cute together, asked how long we've been dating, suggested we run together because then we'd be the best couple, left BM and me alone in the bathroom without letting us out, asked if I would sleep with BM? Okay, the last one is a bit much but all the rest of D's questions were great.

We cabbed it to Home, a nice club with lots of red, cushy seats and great music. Said hey to MC and when he asked how BM and I knew each other (we were standing close together, couple-like and had been linking arms) we both couldn't really answer, and BM said "It's very complicated." Maybe for you, babe.

There was a bit of drama getting in because the bitch claimed she smelled liquor on me, when all I had was a freaking Shirley Temple. Then, they almost didn't let D in (yes, he was that drunk) so when he fell up the stairs, I accused them of pushing him and BM fessed up (when he actually hadn't). Kinda hilarious.

So, basically danced in between the guys which was oh so much fun! I was facing BM and we were so close and almost kissed. It took a little bit longer, but kiss him I did. Later, he was playing with my hair, giving me soft kisses on my neck, holding me.

D left early, and so it was just us. Sat on BM's lap, stole some mroe kisses and he asked me, "Why didn't we hang out last week?" I told him I had texted him, and his response was he had been really busy and distracted, what with work and his mother, which he told me about and I don't blame him. He then wanted to know what I was doing over the weekend, and I had flexible plans so he suggested we hang out on Saturday during the day because (for once) he's free too. He also included Saturday night in there. Told me he'd call me right after his race (shower first though), and I'm really looking forward to spending the day with this boy.

He had to leave early because work was at 7AM, and I didn't want to let him go because it was so comfortable being in his lap. Kissed him a bunch of times, then he left.

I stayed, and joined MC, A, C, and MM (all guys) and couldn't stop smiling, jumping around, feeling happy. C gave me a big hug, and kept complimenting me and wanted me all close to him but I wasn't into him so I got next to MM who is pretty awesome-- Easy to talk to, and he gave me a ride back!