I have Colbie Caillat’s “Realize” stuck in my head:
If you just realized what I just realized
Then we’d be perfect for each other and we’ll never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We’d never have to wonder if we missed out on each other

Also, one of the best horoscopes I’ve ever had:
The potential for pleasure on almost every front is vast and virtually unlimited. You will meet someone who makes your heart melt, tackle ways to transform your career, and ignite your ambitions to explosive levels. Scads of opportunity arrive all month especially whenever groups and friends are involved. You are birthing an important episode in your reality and this one won’t even require an epidural. It’s a healthy, bouncing, brilliant plan!

Tuesday night I headed over to Neutral Ground to meet up with DS… We had planned a meeting because I felt like talking and he’s a good person to conversate with. He was in the middle of a game so first chilled with P, L, S and walked around all over the place. Finally met DS around Herald Square and went to Madison in Chelsea to sit and chat. Told him all about my adventures and we got on the topic of MS for a bit. He agrees with me that MS is crazy. Thank you. He also told me that the first night I met MS, he could tell I liked him when I crossed the street with MS and a car came past us, and I screamed, jumped onto MS. Haha. Classic. So, DS then told MS so that “maybe he could do something about it.” More than once, my male friend has told another guy I’m interested in him. I guess my guy pals are just looking out for me. Always good.

So I got into work a little late today, but that’s New York subway system for you. I met Robyn, whom I will be working with mostly from now on and did a bunch of organizing office type duties. Also went over to Staples in Soho -- It was really exciting to walk around in this hip, shopping neighborhood. Too bad I didn’t have time to stop in anywhere; I was most interested in TopShop-- imported from Britain. I did, however go into the Dean & Deluca grocery store, where they were playing beautiful classic music. I got a mozzarella, tomato, spinach lettuce and pesto sandwich. Well worth it.

Back at the office, I continued with purchasing, organizing piles and piles of paperwork and putting them in different categories, made labels, ordered some more supplies, and so forth. Was done before 6PM and headed to the subway station on Sheridan Square.

I made some phone calls along the way. Talked with C and it really seemed that he knew who I was when he picked up, which I was impressed about because we’ve only met once. Indeed, he was just pretending but now he’ll know it’s me. Heh. His friends from Napa are visiting so he invited me to go out with them tonight and also to come along for a cyber goth party on Friday night but that’s really not my scene. Besides, I’m planning to go to Webster Hall by 14th St with a couple of friends. He told me he’ll be in Manhattan tomorrow night after his interview so we can meet up then. I’m really looking forward to seeing him again and spending the evening with him and probably his friends as well. He then said “Bye babe” which is so aww. I love being called that!

Headed over to the 70’s Streets and to a friend’s place for a home cooked meal. There was roasted chicken and fatty broccoli and cheese salad. Then P came and made a delicious peanut butter sauce pasta dish with egg. It was so goooood! And dessert was really creative and ingenious… M had made sushi out of rice crispy treats, fruit roll up, chewy candy and twizzlers. I certainly had my fill of great food tonight. Next time, I’ll bring some frozen fruit and juice (here I come, Trader Joe’s) and treat everyone to my famously amazing California smoothies!

Studied some scripture. Of course my favorite was “Love one another deeply, for love covers a multitude of sins.” Also was about suffering and being more Godlike. Was a very good passage.

After I left, I was going to call C to see what he was up to, but it was raining buckets and I know I’ll be seeing him tomorrow evening-- It’ll be early enough to go out to eat and then find a fun spot to hang out in. I still want to bring my Sex and the City movie DVD to his place and watch it with him but there will be time for that.